EMO BLUE

I am EMO BLUE.I may have been EMO BLUE before the word EMO was even created.It is a dark sad feeling that possesses your soul,sometimes for no reason,sometimes with good cause.An overwhelming feeling of metaphoric melancholia that makes you sad inside and you have trouble expressing your feelings and thus makes you even MORE blue,EMO BLUE.The effect is there,some people cry or get depressed. Some hold it inside like a dark dirty secret because they are embarrassed to admit their feelings because "people" aren't suppose to "act or feel" that way.Others use humor to mask these sad intense manifestations that dwell inside.I am one of the latter....

I learned a long time ago,you attract more with honey than with vinegar.Thus I have designed a character that will laugh,even though I may be crying inside.My two best friends are the same way and we see right through each other,and know when it's time to talk.A true unspoken virtue of our friendship,perhaps that is what makes "best friends".We have walked many paths together some using different trails,but we have a mutual respect for each others feelings and dealings with life.

Emos have a similar bond.They have this greater understanding that reflects in their music,dress and character.Sometimes it is a deep enriching feeling that not everyone understands.But it is there,everywhere,just some people ignore or wish to ignore it's existence.Sometimes they are accused of being too sensitive.But sensitivity is art.The reflection is there,to be shared,either by drawing,music,fashion or feeling.This is the essence of the kindred human soul.

Maybe we tend to analyze things too deeply,getting affected by the effect of beauty or sadness.Maybe this can be a good thing,to be able to understand and build from feeling.Sometimes it can be a torment of inner emotional toil.Taking the time for personal inspection of reflection will prosper the soul to become whole.I am EMO BLUE.